blog...

dear blog.. i think this is the best place you could shout out anything.. dis is like a diary for me... dont post it in twitter, FB, instagram whtever gram2.. but luahkn di sini.. Allah S.W.T tmpt pertama, sni tmpt kduaku.. not everyone would love to hear ur anger ur jealousy your emotional heart to heart feeling wht so ever... i've read that to control ur anger infront of public, find a piece of paper n write the things tht u angry about or that person mcm ko akn past srh dia bca but DONT.. after u r cool down.. throw with away.. BURN it.. hehehehe≧﹏≦

New Year (>_<)

haaaaaa is 2014!!! left one more year to go..... adibah dayana begum!! you can do it.. u've been through rough time.. u started from below adibah... ko tau ssh senang.. jgn malas... rajin kn diri dba.. spe nk tlg ko klu bkn diri ko sndiri adibah... u need to be strong.. u need to change. dont be to emotional.. Let them be. let them say wht ever they want to say bout you.. ur past shows tht u are stronger.. every problem will have the solution whether u could do it or not..

let other say that you r nothing but u knw u r smthing...

nice

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/sideviews/article/i-actually-thought-tanda-putera-was-good-and-no-i-have-not-been-paid-to-wri

my besday!!

not much i wanted to say but..

I'M 25 NOW!!!!

HAPPY BESDAY TO ME!! ヽ(^。^)ノ

hope i hve a blastful day and hveba wonderful year this year!! (*^﹏^*)

otanjobi omedetoo!!!

di sebalik tabir kematian

cita tentang pasal kematian..
aku tgk ceramah kt tv9...
seram sejuk aku buatnya..
tkut nk mati pn ada tp smua akn meninggal dunia one day..

bila aku nk berubah ni...

Ya Allah...

terkilan sungguh

arini aku dpt tau.. ada org kta blkang aku... sungguh terkilan.. krn org yg aku bkjasma. klu org lain i dont mind. aku bnyk tlg dia tp dia bangga kn org bru.. dh aku terkilan aku x dpt confirm cpt then ada staff bru plak kte kje bgus. <(ˍ ˍ*)>.... aku xtau nk cita kt spe.. klu bkn aku dgn iza yg g anta float money spe yg nk anta... Ya Allah aku bersyukur.. dgn ksabaran yg aku ada.. akhirnya aku dpt resign dr tmpt kje ni... xpe aku ttp akn bersabar dan xkn bersuara... klu itu yg lbih baik.. ╮(╯▽╰)╭ senyum sja la yg mampu aku buat skrg.. like what i've said.. nobody in this world is perfect but there's people who is BLIND WITH BLACK AND DIRTY HEART... hukum karma... what goes around comes around..

penang!!!

going to penang for 2 days 1 night with this going to be 22 besday girl to make our clearance.

we when to Sunway!!!!!! having sushi for dinner... with pika,L and farihin.. huhu

i love sushi.. then we say bye bye to pika bcos she's going home..

we celebrate frihin besday at out room with a slice of cake n junk food!! hoho..

tht the picha of the room!!! uitm's hotel..

ok gotta go bye..

futher study.. should not or should do..

ah!!!!! stress think about this stdy problem..
should i or not.. which one...
get to futher my stdys in hotel managmnt... 2 years... n i'm 25 n finish at 27.. ma gad....

HOW!!!!!!!!!

╭(╯ε╰)╮  BUNTU!!!

need someone..

blabla..

working..

hurm... getting back to stimbot..
i like it bcos org  cni tau my existance rather than at perahu..
perahu i nice place but.. the environment...

just hate it with boss that r so bias..
i've been scolde everyday..
ah wht eva.. pnting dh xde kt sne...

to someone..

yes is true losing is hurtful but doesn't mean
you need to give up your life right?
from the lost you could be more stronger. being
mature, being more open minded and being more 
independant. you'll never ever could erase the
memories the you have been together except you could
lost your memories yes you could erase it.
the memories will never fade away. just take it as
your experience.
they have their life so do you. you just need to stand tall
and give the best in your life and your family.
Allah will always there for you when you needed.
like the words "friends come and go" so do everyone.
you just need to learn to accept the lost.
only this word i could said for now.


:) 

nothing special pun.. sje2

lme sungguh x post!! sgt2 aku rasa... haha..
nnt2 la aku update.. sbb busy lately.. nnt i update ye bloggy.. hehehe nite2 tdo..

phrase1#

"Don't always be good so that people will like u. Sometimes u need to be yourself so that you'll know who's gonna leave you & who will stay."

just be what u want it to be....

word for today....

"If you fall, I'll be there for you." - Floor

hurm... the word is meaningful....

a day that i remembered something...

hurm... is january now...
and is a new year for me..
i'm going to be 24 this march... going old... wow... no feeling at all..
HAHAHAHAHA.. ok
suddenly i got shock.. hahaha


*WHAT?? 


blablablablabla n bla.. ok.. bored to hell...
ok.. i got sucks this year and i dont knw why.. am i not lucky or WAT!!! @!#$@#$#@
chop2... no bad words dear.. no no no... show n tell dear.. hahahaha wat da...
ok WATEVER...


hahahaha 


*can i just stop laughing??


ok back tu normal size of the size of the..
*wat?? the letter la aiyo!


i think i'm a bit crazy bcos is 2012.. 24.... hurm.. march.. 31st.. hua~ 24 years old~~


ok enough already.. just wanted to tell u ma fav song for my whole life... malay is




jeng jeng jeng








....


..


.

and

(not mus but the original ok.. )

ok.. when i hear CINTAMU Mekar di HATI i remembered some1 tht i called it ma 1st love..

then when i hear

i remembered my ex bf tht i... dont knw.....

n now when i heared this song...

i remember... MY TEDDY!!! yahoo~~ hahaha.. 

*moga aku kekal dengan dia...

ok enjoy the songs~

muah2..

what i wanted to say

hurm.. i just need a peace rite now..
and i really need a rest..
to rest my mind..
test is a round the corner...
which one i need to focus more??
hurm.. i want to be the best for ma family.. not for anyone..
people that never felt difficult in life.. they will never know.. what is difficulties ARE..
people do change.. but some people change for being famous..  being to be known..
but just for what?? do u need to change for that??
actually we need to change to be the best not to be KNOWN..
I'm just being myself.. but sometimes i need to be hypocrite person too. bcos of wat?
hurm.. bcos i hve to. dont ask me why.. ask yourself 1st. dont u tell me u all are PERFECT.
stop talking back about others.. stop make up story...
yes we need to stop it but... tell me, do u ever not talk back about others?? berani kerat jari if u say NEVER.

hahahaha...

we are not perfect.. we mostly do mistakes. just learn from the mistakes what we did to be more aware..
being mature not only at ur physical but to our  THINKING too!!!
but if u want to knw... experiences makes people being more mature..

:)

MIX MIX~~

Haruskah aku menanti

Haruskah tangan ku ini

Menggapai hanya

Ilusi mimpi...

Mereka sering berkata

Cinta itu milik kita

tetapi tidak sebenarnya...

Aku bosan dengan dirimu

Aku rasa buang masa

Aku fikir kau tak searus

Lebih baik ku beralih

Biarkan diriku terus bersendiri...

Hanyalah bibir berkata

Yang memilukan

Menambah BENGANG rasa hampa

Terus hingga diriku terasa. . . . . . . . 

worst thing ever..

the worst thing ever in ma life is today...
hurm.. not today but yesterday cos today is a new day...
hurm..

"for every minute you remain angry,
you gve up 60 second of peace of mind.."
-ralph waldo emerson-

i like the words... is so teru...

How often have you said something you wish you could take back or written an email that you wish you wouldn't have sent? Sometimes when we are angry, we react too fast. We don’t take the time to cool down and think about why the problem is occurring. It is important to learn and practice stress management techniques so that we don’t regret using anger as a remedy after the fact.... 

i really need a place to release all my 1osen..

hurm.. i like this words.. do u??

hohoho

MS HJ!! hate it!~

QuotE

When you're standing alone in public, you play with your phone or pretend to text so you don't look like a loner...