wht i should do..

dear R...
i knw u care about me so much...
i do love u too but..
i dont know wht to do..
ur attitude do same as my father...
i'm scared..
i dont want to hurt u..
i cant be da person tht u want...
i dont know bout my heart.. do i still love you..
we always quarrel...
i knw u want a person to appreciate you..
i do appreciate for wht u have did for me and i want u to knw wht's wrong n rite..
i dont the past to enshroud us....
past is past..
i dont want the past to came back...
pls...
i jst want u 2 understnd 1 thing..
i beg u...