wht i should do..

dear R...
i knw u care about me so much...
i do love u too but..
i dont know wht to do..
ur attitude do same as my father...
i'm scared..
i dont want to hurt u..
i cant be da person tht u want...
i dont know bout my heart.. do i still love you..
we always quarrel...
i knw u want a person to appreciate you..
i do appreciate for wht u have did for me and i want u to knw wht's wrong n rite..
i dont the past to enshroud us....
past is past..
i dont want the past to came back...
pls...
i jst want u 2 understnd 1 thing..
i beg u...

today 6/11/2010

hua~~~ arini best~~

tau x... smlm aku tdo luar sorg2.. bersama farah afiqah n farihin tgk vdeo teet...

hahahaha pangako sayo kte kn...

terjerit2 suke... smpi aku tdo x nynyak..

xpela.. dieorg lh plak kn buka lmpu..

hahahaha kelakar giler.. aku tgur dieorg mrh.. gelak peh xyh ckp..

giler kuat...

pastu si Min.. leh plak kn msg aku pepagi bute yg aku xlh dgr bnyi msg msuk..

leh plak dier touching kn... hahahaha... sbb x msuk  bilik.. dier kte ade dgr bunyi bnda.. peh..

mende kah itu.. hahahahha

pastu.. diba leh plak tdo nynyak kn.. peh.. syok giler....

n kn kn.. smlm b4 gelap... aku g maen make up2.. dgn f.a.. n dba

hahahhaa klakar.. nk cr warna sesuai dgn dier...

comel giler dier... klu ade gmbr ti aku post... 

pastu ptg arini ktieorg g la wedding miss syira(suppose puan now) 

aku make up kn farihin,min n f.a.. 

farihin n f.a jd famous giler arini.

mekasih pd aku la ye.. hahahaha

ATIN!! nk gmbr...

pastu, 3 org dara ni xlh blah.. curi2 msuk nk bergmbr nga dak2 laki yg sgt rmi..

bachelor2 tue.. kembang kuncup f.a,min n farihin..

hahahaha comel...

bnyk gmbr dieorg aku amek arini..

dai majuk mula sbb aku dpt pki camera ATIN!! hehehe

atin ganu sgt comel..

lawa... shaz.. terkejut gak tau dier dpt ikut.. tp best...

ain pika n da geng pun dtg...

anis n atin dpt amek gmbr bedua..

fuyoo~~~~~

pape pun..

penat.. sdp mkn n best arini!~~~ 

blik2 kn, farihin n f.a tdo... sbb x ckp tdo smlm.. tue la..

xnk tdo awl.. nk tgk pangako sayo kn.. hahahaha..

bye~~~

dd 4ever~~

want...

what do i want?

i want sony ericsson XPERIA!!!

i do really wanted it so much... i'm in love with it...

can i get it??

i want DHC like b4.. no kelompok2.. in the class..

i want them to be like b4.. i mean.. we could cooperate as usual..

no fighting no quarell..

if we quarell of somting, we can talk slowly, sit down n talk..

we need to be more mature.. not still in a kid attitude,

we're not a small child tht need to say wat to do or not to do...

we're big enough to think..

some on us yes, some of us no..

and so do i..

i need to change.. 

change in the way i talk, 

the way i look, 

the way i walk, 

the way i eat,

so that people could look at me and say that.. i'm great.. and people could like me???

but.. do i need to change?

yes indeed.. 

cos if we dont change urself, who will??

no one can change urself instead we change ourself..

but...

u wont be someone else if u change..

u'll be u;re self but in the new way of life..

new change in the way u think.. in the way u looks ur future.. the way u talk..

i do want tht the most..

like this word says:-

"It is better to be beautiful than to be good. But... it is better to be good than to be ugly"
~Oscar Wilde~ 

and..

Suffering becomes beautiful when anyone bears great calamities with cheerfulness, not through insensibility but through greatness of mind. ~Aristotle~

and also...

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart. ~Helen Keller ~

so think about it then.... 

tata~

[M/V] BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [HD]

pls...

PLS....
don't call me n talk about him anymore...
i've forgotten about him...
i don't want to hear his name anymore..
i'm nothing to him..that i know..
he only thinks about u.. but i know.. he never love me..
so, i don't give a damn bout him cos i found someone who really loves me..
i really wanted to tell you pls... don't talk about him to me anymore..


i've hurt more then once and i don't want to hurt ny more..
and i don't want to hurt my dear no more cos i've hurt him always...


pls.. i don't 2 knw him anymore...


bye...

wo hen xiang ta...

hehehe.. sje je with that title..

wat gempak sat...

today... i had my dinner(buka puasa) with ma bestest pal.. diba, fara,pika, dai and wani.. hehehe..

i love them like my sister.. hehehe.. 

wat a day.. and wat a month.

mmg mcbr minda n naluri ku. hahaha poyo..

report ku x siap2 kn lg.. i jst dont know why i'm so th lazy.. 

i just dont hve da mood to study.. and u know.. we're already at the 7 weeks of lecture..

and i'm not ready for my final... how could i be this kind of person...

i do sometimes feel down... 

DIBA DAYANA!!! HOW DO YOU WANT TO GET 3.50+ AND JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAKE UP!!! 

is really hard to get up back when we're down..

thank alot teddy could gve me another chance... 

wake up dayana... u;re not a kid anymore...

WAKE UP!!! 

where's ur strength??? where's ur NEVER GIVE UP MOTO!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~

U NEED 2 CHANGE.. NEED CHANGES IN MA LIFE NOW~~~~

u're 22 already dayana... 

fara n me~

i want to cry...

aku nk ngis,
aku skit...
aku demam..
knp.. knp tjd kt aku lg...
i love him so much....
ape slh aku smpi dier kte cr la aku bile ko dh sdr..
aku snggup elang dier.. tp... aku x tau nk ckp pe..
aku nk ngis.. aku xtau nk wat pe...

knp lalu aku ditinggal kn..
truk sgt ke aku..
xblh ke aku jd diri aku?
degil sgt ke aku..
mrh sgt ke dier krn attitude aku mcm dak2 kecik?
aku x pnh rsa mlu bile dgn dier.. aku yg rse dier yg mlu dgn aku..
aku xde mood.... knp..
aku... xtau nk wat pe... mungkin ni yg terbaek..
i'm so sorry...  i dont knw.
i know i'm the only one who is always make u hurt... but pls..
don't let me feel so alone now.. u're there when i'm down.. and now i'm alone..
i know i'm stupid.. but..
i'll pray for u.. always.. for ur happiness.. hope u'll find someone better..

love u so much.. riza...