i'm in PAIN...

GOD.. pls give me strength..

i needed so much... i'm down.. i could feel the pain..

pls took it from me.. i dont want the feeling of loosing someone tht i love..

i've love him once but i want him just to be by my side.. but i lost him.

i do lost him... i;m stupid.. i know is my fault.. pls gv me chance.. but..

i know.. no own could gv another chance..

but how could i? i've gv him a lot of chance..

by why do he hurt me so much... i know Bella is yours.. but i just need someone there for me..

along cant be the person.. but he's the one save me from you..

why LOVE is so hurting...

why do love hurt me so much...

why do i cry for him if he always keep hurting me??

why can't i love Teddy like i love u b4...

what did u gave me until is hard for me to forgot u..

but... for now..

i'll try not to remember you.. i've throw all things that i've been with you b4..

i'll try not remember all the things we've been doing together....

i'll try not to remember your looks, hair, laugh...

i'll try not to remember you family, cat and house...

i'll try not to remember your cry, your lie, your smile...and lastly

i'll try not to remember you name..

i'll try to vanish the memory of you in my life.. and i know u've removed me from you life..

and i hope you'll understand why i wont spoke or talk or even say hi to you if we meet.. is because..

I DON'T KNOW WHO ARE YOU...

and thnk you for everything.. and i hope u happy with ur future wife....

i'm not adibah dayana when i'm with u anymore OR the one u know b4.. 

i'm  the new 

 DIBA DAYANA

"  goodbye the one i love..we won't meet again.."

Even though you cant give me anything but tears
I still long for you
Even though I miss you
Holding it in hurts so much
You're standing behind our separation
You are probably doing fine.
You probably not hurting like me

Final Exam...

21st April 2010.. Ctu 101.... HUA~~ FINAL EXAM start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tkut~~ seram~~ sejuk~~ nk mati je ni.. 

aku dh dpt ujian dr NYA. ujian DEMAM+SELESEMA+Skit PALE...  ape pun study x msuk pale....

paper agama jgn ingt senang ok.. paper agama la ssh sbrnarnya.. sbb ssh la.. ssh nk ckp mcm ne tp i could do it.. hope 2morro x pengsan je la..

good luck for me.. 

adibah dayana begum bte newaz khan can DO IT!

picture~~

fara fiqa n me...

barbie... from fara fiqa

from diba!! keropi!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from fara da watie..

life...

1st of all....

i would like to say tht i'm so sorry to my blog..

hehehe sorry for not update it for quite long..

bz.. hehehe

dd310388...

hehehe..

AH~!!!!!! i love being 22!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm 22 this year...

i got a biggest present this year!!!!!!!!!!!!

teddy bear from fara da watie..

glass from diba...

turtle.. name.. barbie (????) hehehehe..

and a fish named BOBO by A.G!!! kak ziana.. huhuhu..

Ita gave me a cake.. it is secret recipe.... chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!!

min min also!!! cheese cake!!!

i just fought with my dear last this week....

miss him alot though.. but we're ok now..

quite alot of my frens were sme and.. i jst dont knw wat to say.

i dont have any comment with it.. cos i'm not in the mood this week..

fought with him..

got frustrated with frens.. i jst dont know..

and scared with my study.... HTM120... i jst dont want to repeat it again..

i've been in this situation b4 and is so damn hateful.. dont wat it to happen AGAIN...

BUT...

i do got alot of things to do and i just love myself.. dis is me..

i'm not a persong who easily givng up on sumting...

so.. i need to move on no matter wat... hehee..

thnks to my mama..my cyg ekin...my teddy.. my frens all..

this is like... my new life in UitM....