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Menggapai hanya

Ilusi mimpi...

Mereka sering berkata

Cinta itu milik kita

tetapi tidak sebenarnya...

Aku bosan dengan dirimu

Aku rasa buang masa

Aku fikir kau tak searus

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Biarkan diriku terus bersendiri...

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Terus hingga diriku terasa. . . . . . . . 

worst thing ever..

the worst thing ever in ma life is today...
hurm.. not today but yesterday cos today is a new day...
hurm..

"for every minute you remain angry,
you gve up 60 second of peace of mind.."
-ralph waldo emerson-

i like the words... is so teru...

How often have you said something you wish you could take back or written an email that you wish you wouldn't have sent? Sometimes when we are angry, we react too fast. We don’t take the time to cool down and think about why the problem is occurring. It is important to learn and practice stress management techniques so that we don’t regret using anger as a remedy after the fact.... 

i really need a place to release all my 1osen..

hurm.. i like this words.. do u??

hohoho

MS HJ!! hate it!~

QuotE

When you're standing alone in public, you play with your phone or pretend to text so you don't look like a loner...

Layan perasaan mlm2

AWIE's Voice remind me of someone.. hehehe.. and i do love awie's voice... and all his songs...

hehehe

Di Penjara janji..

Hatiku digirisnya lagi 
Kali ini lebih dalam dan pedih 
Kerna aku sudah berjanji 
Dia cinta ku yang terakhir 

Sungguh tak pernah ku menduga 
Dia akan mengulanginya semula 
Namun untuk menodai cinta 
Dan membiarkan aku sengsara 

Dia tempat ku sandar 
Angan ku pendamkan 
Satu percintaan 
Yang bisa ku jadikan 
Tangga-tangga ku ke pintu syurga 
Meleraikan rindu 

Mengecap bahagia 
Yang kerap dimadah 
Insan yang murni 
Yang dah rasakan cinta 
Yang aku... mimpi

am i ready??

hua~~ rmi nye kwn2 ku dh kwin... aku bile lak? adek(5319) dok tnye aku bila nk kwin..
hahaha.. aku msih x dpt jwpn... kwin tu bkn snang... ati ready tp otak x ready g! hahaha
nk kwin kna guna bnyk duit.. tp.. klu aku.. nk nikah je lh x? xnk snding? hahaha bpk ah dh berangan!!!

hahaha.. xpe berangan awl.. umur ku thn dpn cecah 24!! keja xdpt g ni.. ni sdih ni..hehehe
pas hbs blaja insyallah bkn 9/2012 ko kn...nk keje... kumpul duit bnyk2.. nk beli umh.. lh x gtue? hahaha bila lak kwin...
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laki ah kuar duit... hahaha btl x? hehehe tp xlh gak kn. nnt senang2 je buang kiter ble xmo kn.. tp xnk la..
hehehe adiah pling istimewa yg i nk sgt2 is a happy family... cos ..
i dont have a happy family... :)

ok... i tibe2 ter tag kn.. by dak ni..
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kakak AIN PIKA

ok ain i akan jwb ur question ni.. hehehe

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   1. hadiah yang paling korang tunggu tunggu sekali yang diberi dari seorang yang korang sayang.

~sebuah keluarga yg bahagia.
2.ada bantal busuk tak buat peneman tidur ? *jujur!*

~ hurm.. jujur ek.. xpnh ade pun. hehehe xksh xde bntal pluk tp kna bnyk bntal. hehehe

3.style yang macam mana kah yang korang nak sangat gayakan ?nyatakan dengan terperinci .

~ i ne seorg yg simple. so gaya.. hurm.. nmpk simple n sme dgn umur i la. klu pki cm dak kecik2 xsesuai ah. hehehe

4.apa yang wajib ada dalam handbag atau bag korang ?

~spender. hahaha xde la. hurm... purse, hndphe CSL ku, perfume,  cuci muka, compact powder,  eyeliner, kdg2 bwk kain. tissue pun. 


5. ciri ciri lelaki atau perempuan yang macam manakah yang ingin di buat sebagai teman hidup ? bak mai 5 ciri ciri .

      1. syg aku la kn.

          2. jujur n setia. 

            3. syg family aku.

               4. bekerja.

                  5. selalu ingt pada-NYA

6.makanan yang paling korang suka makan .tak boleh hidup kalau tak ada benda ni .

~aku rse ko tau ain. hehehe chocolate!! nyum3.

7. suka aaron aziz tak ??sebab apa suka dan sebab apa tak suka ?

~xde la suka mne pun x suka pun xde la. he's a singporean actor yg dlu sgt2 x handsme. hahaha

8. cinta pertama korang pada umur ?

~klu ikut btl la. 21years old. 

8.artis yang paling korang benci sekali ?

~i think i dont have. kdg2 nme diorg pun x ingt. rmi sgt pelakon dlm dunia ni. hehehe pling suka ada la. hehehe

10.nama yang korang tak suka orang panggil korang ? nyatakan .

~hurm.... dgn pnggilan keji. :) mls la nyatakn.. hehhee yg keji cm "wei bodoh mai cni"

11.lagu yang mengingatkan korang pada si dia .

~MALAM INI-BEDROOM SANCTUARY

done~~~ hehehehe 

scared..

hurm.. i just dont knw wht to type here...
kinda bored... kinda dont knw wat to do.. i wanted to go to far far far away from here. need some space. need some galaxy s plus. hahaha.. giler..
why do money is so so so scary??
with money u can buy anything u want.. but do money can buy love? neh... is boring.. hahaha
but without money there's no love.. tipu la lh edup tnpa duit klu bcinta.
is just rubbish... money is everything..
money conquer all..
money is important. u cant buy food without money..

why do people like to say tht hate their life.. but someone out there wanted our life so much..
if u said ur problems just love (bf @gf) just get lost. is just a minor problem tht even u can handle it by urself. but if problems with money.. with family.. with the world... wht would u do? some people attend to kill them
self. isnt tht jst so stupid?
yes frend is needed but would they help you eveything??? NO! n even could be ur enemy! do believe in bff?
for now i do not! i just believe in true frends. true frens will help you no matter wht..
they even cry with you.. they will be there when u needed. but..
do you think is easy to find tht true frend?? is really2.. hard.. cos people now just care about money..
they said is ok for lending some money.. but at the end, they talk bout you at the end of the day..
do u think true frend is exist? yes i do believe but..

... ALLAH s.w.t is always be there... ever minute.. every 2nd.. He will always by our side.. no matter who...no matter what..

"if you think you have a bigger problem, think back, there a lot more people out there that has bigger problems more than you do."

Some quote~

i got this quote.. and suddenly i like it.. u want to knw???

"Do not be afraid to FAIL"

do u guy realize the meaning of this word??? do u? hehehe.. dont mean u fail u lost everything rite... :) and one more

"to the world you may be one PERSON, but to one person YOU may be the

                                        WORLD"

 huhu like it? hehehe.. is a love quote... how bout my one quote?? hurm... havent think a word yet...

hurm....

"never feel regret for what u have done cos sometimes is worth it"

haha is just some silly words pop out from ma brain.. hahaha..  one more!! i post a picture then..

 

is really2 true...

 

huahua

lme giler aku dh x update blog.. hurm.. sgt bz gak nye kn.. bz ape?
lupa.. sem lps keje je yg ingt.. hehehe yg pnting dh dpt mkn seoul garden.. pun jd la...
hahaha wlupun x bnyk yg mkn tp i do have a memorable date~~~ huhu
dont ask with whom.. mls nk g tau.. hahaha
hurm.. bila la dpt mkn kt tmpt2 mhl ek..
hurm.. bila nk dpt bnyk2 duit ek...
hurm.. bila la impian tu tercapai ek...
hurm.. bila la nk kwin..(oh x terpkir lg wat this time)


bnyk plak Hurm aku ni.. hehehe pape pun.. 
have a nice day~

wawa & ekin~

Bahagia or shiawase~

hua~~ damnly happy today.. u know why??
it is because....
I ATE CRAB!! hooray!!!
masak kuah lemak cili padi!! oh sgt2 sdp smpi dua kali aku minta.... yum2...
thanks tu aunty faridah for the RYORI!! hooray!! yum2..
jealous tgk Kakak aien dpt mkn ketam.. so i pun dpt.. eventhough we xde duit.. hehehe
bkn snang nk edupp ssh ni ye.. :) kesabaran n ketabahan perlu ada... 

what a day...

i hate it. just hate it..
looking to other family... hate to see it. why do they have a wonderful family but i don't..
hurm.. aku tau nk ckp pe... jst 31.10.11 is a fuck shit day for me n ma mom. knp..
aku sgt2 pelik org melayu menjatuh kn org melayu sndiri. knp? knp bangsa laen xde wat cmtu. kenapa klu dgn cina masih blh berunding? sme jgk dgn india? knp dua bangsa ni bkn asal thn malaysia blh lebih memahami? bkn sbb mereka kaya. org kte ada udng di sebalik batu.. tidak.. mungkin ada yg racist tp tidak 100% yg racist. klu nk di ikut kn. smua bangsa ada shj yg racist. tp cube tgk skrg. cina bntu org cina. india tlg org india tp knp melayu nk tlg tu.. hampeh. ssh giler. ade je cina ke india yg xtlg tp mostly.. xpyh ckp bnyk la.. tgk ank luar nikah mne pling bnyk? melayu yg beragama islam ke india atau cina? aku pun xtau knp aku ckp sal benda ni.
here is malaysia! 
masih tdk phm... knp.. knp org melayu tidak membantu org melayu...

Place where should i go..

hurm.... where should i make or do my practical...
Genting or Gold Coast... pls help me tp decide...
if i choose G.S, is near to ma my, house,n my teddy ... but if i choose Gnting...
is far from everyone...

hurm..

oh life....

Selamat Hari Raya

hua~~ today~!!!! already raya~~~
yg sedih knp.... :( sbb....

X CUKUP PUASA~~ mroh btl aku.. hahahah xpela.. nk wat gi mne kn...
huhu.. ok ramadhan tlah meninggal kn kami.. hrp2 dpt jmpe ramadhan thn dpn... thn dpn ramadhan pada bulan july~~ n... time kter practical.. OMG.. hohhoo

ape2 pun.. slmt ari rya to all of ma frens and to everyone i knw~~~!!!

EXAMINATION DATE~~~!!!!!

HTH 285 - 24-9-2011 (SAT) - 9.00-12.00 PM... OMG is Account 1st!!!


MKT 260 - 28.9.2011 (WED) - 9.00 -12.00 PM and is marketing.. OMG!!! gap 4 days.. need to read alot...


HTH 250 - 4.10.2011 (TUE) - 9.00-12.00 PM i think is cost control... 6 days gap... ok... need to learn alot...

HTH 222 - 6.10.2011 (THUR) - 2.15-5.15 PM is housekeeping... OMG.. read n read a lot... and only gap 1 DAY!!! DAMN!

HTH 225 - 9.10.2011 (SUN) - 2.15-5.15 PM last is front office... need also read n learn calculate... omg... gap is 3 days..




i do really need to focus in class now.. damn.... 
i do hope i can do it well this sem!

http://leilockheart.me/page/2

friend.. friend is a word.. what i want to say here is tht...
friend is hard to find... hard to find the true friend in this world..
they wont be a back stabber although we quarrelling.. they wont hurt ur heart even a bit when u're not around.. but there no such thing in this world... even though u call her or he as ur best friend.. tht doesnt mean they or u nvr talk about them to others.. is a lie.. but one thing is tht... ur dirty secret or ur dmn shit secret, they will keep it until u die.. tht we call a true friend.. even though sometimes ur fighting...  and.. wht the hell am i talking aboout.. shit. i dont understand a word at all.. hahahahaha

ok ok...

A FRIEND IS SOMEONE THT WHO KNOWS ALL ABOUT U AND STILL LOVES YOU...

i love this word... is so damn true... how bad u are.. how shit ur attitude r she will still accept u as u r... fat,skinny,dark,white,short or tall is not the important thing... HEART is the most important.... no on in this world is perfect... NONE!!

except... our PROPHET...

some pic to smile~~

love this.. as a kiss!! hehehe

i need a friend tht wont hurt me no more... :)

lalala

ai ai.. hurm.. dh kul brp skrg ek.. hehehehe xlh tdo g.. tp dh ngntok sbnarnya..
hehehe td tgk cter world within... best~~ hehehe
ok esk nk away for a while... going to... TERENGANU!~~ yahoo~~~ tmpt yg aku nk sgt2 pergi..
damn excited ok... nk sgt tgk laut yg biru.. nk sgt tgk laut yg jernih.. is hard to see here in malaysia..
tp ati aku x tenang... aku gdo dgn him...
jst bcos i lost his stupid sunglasses... he could scold me jst bcoz i lost it.. is not in purpose..
ah.. knp slalu jd cmni.. tp knp aku smpi nk minta break?
wat am i thinking about... i do love him but i cant stand with him..
aku x perlu kn duit ko.. aku x perlu kn bnda2 tue aku perlu kn kpercayaan~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aku fedap hidup dgn laki seperti ayh aku... knp aku dpt org yg sme prangai dgn bapak aku??
knp ALLAH bg org mcm tue...

lh jd giler aku cmni..

hate it! stupid!!! knp la aku knl ko~!!

Jung Yeop - 가시꽃 - Thorn Flower - Bad Guy OST

hurm.. words...

ai ai bloggy~~ is quite for awhile i kinda bored with on9.. mende aku merepek nie..

huhu.. sje nk ber british tp x btl.. huhu..

너의 향기가 내게 남아서
아직 너를 잊을 수 없는걸
너 의 눈물이 아직 느껴져
그렇게 내가 아파하나봐...

translate...

Your scent behind me
I can't forget you
Your tears are still felt
I guess I'm sick ...

i love this words... i love the drama.. omg... the drama is meaningful and alot of lesson and moral tht i can took...

when u love someone.. love truthfully... be by their side when the person u love is down.. cos only u can make him or her to smile back like usual...

TRUST and being UNDERSTANDING 

is the most important things tht need in a relationship..

to be love is hard rather than to love... wasnt is true??

music is an escape... escape who u r.. ur fear.. ur tears...and forget wat's is wrong...

hurm..

ai ai~~~ i love this song!!!
http://youtu.be/rmwIT78Rq2A
the title is...
JUST ONE..  and and... chottomatte ne..
http://youtu.be/ETVjll5eR88
by chris young the title is
TOMORROW~~
thanks to hanafi.. cos he let me knw this songs..

and ya knw wat.. yesterday is the best!! hahahaha 1st time in my life..
bwk mtr tnpa lesen n polis bg kebenaran sbb.. EKIN KECIK SGT!!! hahaha mula thn ekin bwk.. kantoi la kn..
benti tepi tkr driver.. hahaha pastu ekin kena saman.. jeng3 ok la tue kin... smn P je bkn smn lngar lmpu isyarat mcm aku~!! hahahaha
hurm.. b4 tht teka la kiterorg g mne.. jeng3 alamanda.. naik MOTOR ekin.. and then kami sesat.. hahahaha last2 g tnye org.. hahaha wat pe g alamanda..

ekin lnje mkn stemboat!! hahaha giler knyang.. thnks dear!! pastu..
tgk wyg citer... KONGSI.. mula2 best tp.. ending bdh ke mende tah... hahahaha
funny la gak..
hrp dpt tgk fast n furious tp xdpt.. tgk kt penang je la nnt..

ok.. 1st when arrived is really not tht far ok. but when we wanted to go home.. kaerimasu.. hahhaaha
sesat~~~ hahaha pastu.. kuar la nilai..xlh bla ape..

GILER SEJUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1st time ok bwk mtr g jln jauh!! hahahaha..
xpe2 pnting ekin de lesen tue ok.. hahahahah..

pastu arini mkn pe... xtau.. tup2 ekin lnje pizza hut... wow... tp.. aku bru je dpt trn brt 2kg!! god!!! naek blik!!
oh man!! dok nga ekin tmbh brt g de ah. hahahaaha
okok..
pape pun next week nk kena blik penang.. oh PTPTN.. bile kmu nk msuk!!!!!!!!


ok bye!~

suzie!~~~

ok.. sal makcik ni.. huhu.. shuziana mohd noor~~
gmbr~~~

shuziana

ok.. dak kecik molek ni.. suzie.. dier org yg aku knl mula2 kt poly... dier sorg je time tue.. dier pnh kte. aku la org pertama dier knl n tgur.. hehehe.. aku dlu tnye dier, ade gam x.. mse nk ltk gmbr.. huhu pastu dier bg.. dier ingt kn pas tue aku x tgur dier.. pastu kn.. tgk dier tgh susun2 kertas.. aku tlg.. hehehe pastu dier kte thnks.. and u knw wat.. we get to be togther.. and aku x henti2 doa agar dpt 1 bilik... last2 u knw wat...

aku dpt satu bilik with her!!!
i nvr call her ko n i call my self aku.. nvr.. sbb enth..
dier.. ok ok.. she's from kelantan but.. she born at perak.. dier sek dlu kt perak pastu bru klntn.. hehehe... she's unique.. she's abit different then others.. she hve ask me.. tkut dgn sy x? i say tht.. x.. npe.. korg cube pikir.. bru hnye 1 mlm bersama.. dier trus tnye, dba ade mslh family ke.. ha... xterkjut tp dgn relax jwb.. yap.. xpkir pape pun time tue.. ok.. smething i shouldnt tell anyone here... hehehe.. aku bnyk skit kn ati dier.. dlu aku bebal.. bangang.. hnya tau skit kn ati dier.. knp la bebal dlu... pastu dier rpt dgn kuyah.. yes i'm jealous n mrh.. tp.. wat to do... aku bkn jenis kongkong kwn.. last2 kiter baik blik... 1thing i like bout her, she's brave, she's frenly, she's funny... i still remember i say 1 song for her... my love.. is her fav song..
i must sang this song on her birthday.. huhu rindu kt dier sgt2.. lme sgt2 x jmpe dier she's the best best frend i ever had..syg suzie sgt2!!!!


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awe~~

siti hawa~

ok awe plak.. mcm dier bce kn kn.. hurm..

siti Hawa

ok.. gmbr~~  dak ni.. awe.. dak ni.. giler... rempit smpi nk nyaris xcident..
hahah.. dier.. best~~~!! kwn yg memahami.. one of my bff gak~~!!! syg awe.. lme x jmpe dier.. ingt lagi time dier dtg sg.pelek, dgr aku karoke.. dier lh plak record kn kn.. hahaaha.. time tue la dier knl along.. haahaa.. suke karoke sme nga aku giler.. dier klu mrh.. snyap je.. x mcm yg laen.. huhu.. aku pnh gdo bsr dgn dier 1 kali je.. pastu xde dh.. hahaha.. enth npe nk gdo nga dier.. dier pun jujur.. x suke je, bgtau.. hehehe we got close mse sem 4.. satu bilik.. dlu kiter ber4.. wawa, awe,ruby n me.. tp.. ade kes.. xlh dh mcm dlu.. hua~~ miss those time.. dier pnh nynyi tok aku... bile aku gdo nga spe2 ke dier yg slow kn mrh aku.. dier yg sjuk kn ati aku.. 1one think y smpi skrg aku xlh bls budi dier.. dier bnyk tlg aku time ssh sal duit time kt poli dlu... skrg ekin plak.. hahaha.. xpe2.. aku doa kwn2 aku smua happy slalu~~  ok.. pape nk add nnt la aku add.. hahaah


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hurm.. WAWA sewel~

ok.. 1st nk citer sal someone ni..

WAWA(ekin dh citer dh..)
gmbr gmbr!! jap.. aku cr..

after 1min....

Fazdliatul azwa

ok sal dier.. dier poyo.. hahaha sengal.. kejam smua da la.. tp... 1 benda yg aku suke kt dier.. dier jujur n x hypocrite.. ok.. she's on of my bff~~ wa. jgn mrh ah aku kte kt atas tue.. hahaha.. dier org yg aku knl slps suzie ok.. time kt poli dlu..
dier bnyk tlg aku time poly dlu2.. ceh xde la dlu sgt.. she's kind hearted ok.. wlupun rmi kte dier mcm2 tp.. dier ttp dier.. xde la mcm org laen.. tkut la.. ape la kn.. dier xsuke kwn dier kna bully.. xsuke kwn dier bebal.. mcm aku dlu.. bebal.. hahaha.. sbb kn dier.. sbb kn ekin n suzie.. aku ubh slow2.. bebal bebal gak tp smpi org nk pijak kepala pun xtau..ingt lgi time kes kt umh sewa.. dier kte x suke, xsuke la.. sme nga kenet.. bile dh x suke org tue.. muka nk pndng pun xmau.. hua.. sme ah aku.. tp aku ni lmbt ati lg.. hahaah cpt lmbt ati tp.. ego aku plak lbh mcm ne tue.. hahaha.. ok.. wawa ni jenis kwn xkn tinggal kn kwn dier.. tp pnh la dlu dier tinggal kn aku.. xpe2 dh lps, skrg dier x gtue.. org yg aku slalu gdo x kenet, wawa xpun suzie... hahahaha biasa la.. kwn klu x gdo x sah kn wa kn kn~~~~!!!!! hahahaah she's great.. hahaha x mcm kwn yg laen.. lupe kwn lama.. mati ah.. kn wa kn!!! hehehe

wawa sewel...

keje giler after...

ok... aku arini wat keje giler.. nk tau x..
aku n dai pada mulanya g mkn d mak jah yg MAHAL giler itu...
pastu... kiter bgrk.. jap..
b4 tue tlg dadai ni g amek brg dier.. dier ingin melarikan diri dr kristal.. krn kristal dh xnk dier..
lh dikate kn gitue la.. ok smbung..

berjln2 smpi ke tgh2 jln di highway... pe la melalut aku ni..
berpegang tgn bersama suraida.. ingin melintas jln n mnuju ke jln yg xbrp nk benar itu.. iaitu..

ok... nk upload gmbr xlh sbb thank to my mr b.b yg sgt gile slow... (pnh download oppa sang hyun ku, tu lembab semacam)

ok...

kami ke...

jeng jeng jeng...

MCD!! ok.. tkut warna mjd.. MCD....
ok.. eh..


sian pada SURAIDA krn menjadi giler kejap... teeett...


to nornal font blik.. buta mta org nk mmbce tue.. hahahha

ok.. pastu i coment2 bersama YDAA... pastu dier mmberitahu dier bersndirian.. i pun mngajak dier mai ke MCD

ok mcd sgt2 sejuk mcm ais..
 dai tue bijak, srh bwk sweater xnk.. kebal la sgt kn...

pastu.. pastu aku n wai tgk 1 movie yg berjodol..... ejaan btl judul kn kn...

MUALAF.. aku dok pene pe mkna citer itu.. blur sebentar2... ok..
tau x dr kul brp..


ape mende dba. suke lari2 topic la..

ok.. kitorg kt mcd dr kul 9lbh kot.. lupe2 gitue xpun 10 kot.. 10pm ok not am..

yela kn.. dh hbs paper.. of cos la g enjoy jap.. hehehehe g enjoy kt mcd je ok
dh la gak mcm bubur ayam mcd.. hehehe

ok back to the mualaf.. serious shit.. xphm pe citer tue.. WHY!!!~~ knp ending sebegitu rupa..

ok ape je aku mcarut la ni.. aku dok paham..hahaha aku pun sewel...

ok skrg aku berada di umah bersama dadai, ydaa, farihin, min n fa...

to my dear FARAH AFIQAH and ANI SHAMYRA...

good luck 4 2moro.. do da best u can bebeh...

go girl go girl..

ok ni la keje2 giler aku bersama2 mereka...

ok td mkn mee hun x sdp...


ok ckp diba dayana ckp!! pnt org nk bce blog ko... hahaha ade ke nk bce. huahuahaua


jeng jeng jeng..


yeah blik!~~~

himitsu..

Love changes a lot of things

even things you think that could never change

Even changed my little habits

In the end I hope it will be you

The person that will be with me,

That person will be you.....

ok i like this words.. is a translation from the song called... reason.. ost from secret garden...

jeng jeng.. i'm in love with this drama.. Kdrama... OMG.. ok.. i knw...

i knw... hahahaha i knw i'm cute.. kawaii ne atashi. hahahahaah

i'm in LOVE.. with this..

hahaha.. is a love romance drama.. and is comedy too!! i like it.. cant wait PIKA to kaerimasu to take the drama.. hohoho...

and the Hyun Bin that man is also a nice song!!!!! wow~~~ 

by da way.. exam is around the corner.. how could i play around.. hurm..

berubah...

hurm.. bagaimana ya..
aku ingin berubah.. berubah kpd yg baik...
aku rse kehilangan.. aku rse kekurangan.. tp knp..
knp aku ssh nk brubah... aku ingn jaga tertib ku.. aku ingin ubah cr aku bertutur.. tp knp..
is so hard.. it ruined my life.. it ruined myself.. it ruined my pride....
Ya Allah.. berkan lah ku kekuatan utk trus kn edup ku di dunia ni..
hanya sementara..... utk mcpi impian ku sbg manusia n sbgi org islam....
aku tau ssh untk mcpi apa yg kita ingin kn.. tp jika aku tdk mgalah.. aku akan berjaya.. jgn pndng keblakang lg lps ni...
*****
knp ye msih ada yg berkata..." ala bkn aku pki tdung pun" "buat tebiat ke aku pki tdung?"
knp ye... aku terkilan kejap.. knp ye... dosa ke bila memakai nye? knp org terkjut aku memakai nye? aku sdr aku pun tdak memakai tiap mase.. aku cube.. aku ttp akan mcube tok memakai selama2 nya...

aku ngaku slh ku.. aku akn cube utk tidak mrungut.. aku cube untk bersyukur aku msih hdup.. aku ptut bersyukur aku msih ada nyawa.. kaki.. tangan... mulut tp.. aku x mguna kn ke jln yg btl.. knp...
knp ye... knp hati aku keras mcm btu... knp ssh ati ku ni utk d lntur?
knp??

like this song..

Dapatkah putik kan menjadi bunga



Kiranya cuaca sering gerhana


Dapatkah kasih bersemi selamanya


Ataupun aku harus berserah kepadaNya


Yang Maha Esa






Mestikah ada satu perngorbanan


Sehingga terjadinya perpisahan


Kiranya itu satu permintaan


Perlukah kau dan ku merelakan






Kita hanya insan yang selalu mengharpkan


Suatu yang indah dalam percintaan


Di kala tiba dugaan mendatang


Aku kau tinggalkan






Karam aku di lautan duka


Bila wajahmu hilang di mata


Tiada berita pengubat rindu


Di kala sendu






Kubiarkan luka di hati berdarah


Sehingga kering dimamah mentari


Apakah salahku


Disakiti begini






Perlukah aku terus mengharapkan


Camar yang hilang kembali ke sarang


Apakah masih ada kerinduan


Yang tersimpan di hatimu sayang...

oh my god..

am i missing someone... who could might be... jeng2... ma mom... ma sis.. ma boboy(CAT)...
miss ma sleep.. miss maself.. miss me.. i want to be stronger then b4.. huhu.. how2..
NVR GV UP~ think +ve...

n n.. i suke this song..



by Taxi Band... i like the lyrics...

Kemarin ku dengar


Kau ucap kata cinta


Seolah dunia


Bagai dimusim semi
*
Kau datang padaku


Membawa luka lama


Ku tak ingin seolah


Semua seperti dulu
**
Tak ingin lagi rasanya ku bercinta


Setelah ku rasa perih


Kegagalan ini membuat ku tak berdaya
***
Tak dapat lagi rasanya ku tersenyum


Setelah kau tinggal pergi


Biar ku sendiri tanpa hadirmu kini lagi

******

when i heared kaulah segalanya i remembered someone..
when i heared cintamu mekar dihati i remembered someone..
when i heared malam ini... i miss tht person but...
i love myself more..

i'm in a bad mood.... huhu...


*APE AKU MEREPEK PUN AKU XTAU

kehilangan & kesabaran

hurm... arini ari yg sgt2 sdih sbrnarnya.. enth..

nk kte putus dh ke..

hurm... yela kot.. dh dier kte mcm2.. bile laki kte mcm2 means pts la kn..

biar la dier..

mcm ne aku lh bersbr dgn org mcm dier....

baek tu baek tp... mulut and kepercayaan t'hpd aku xde.. ssh gak

bkn percaya tue pnting ke dlm sesuatu hubungan.. smada dgn parent ke kwn ke.. your love one ke kn...

tp klu dh x cye.. wat suppose to mean??

i think we're not meant to be..we are totally different.. our race..our fav things.. damn opposite..

i damn shit trust on u but.. u dont trust me at all.. wht is this suppose 2 mean?? 

AAHHHH~!!! 10sen aku mcm ni...

exam is jst around da corner... hal kecik bkn bsar... i 4got to tell u tht i skip class tht's all.. tp... ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dh fdp edup mcm tue.. MAK aku pun x kong2 edup aku..

mmg aku trasa kong2 edup dgn ko... rse kesal teramat pun ade...

"time ko dgn R pun ko lh tpu petah lg dgn aku??" come on.. spe yg bwk aku lari?

spe y terhegeh2?? ingt smua ppuan murah ke.. HA~~ fuck of.. i HATE YOU~~

aku sbr je dgn attitude ko yg blagak.. ah~ xnk dh citer.. stop here...

thanks~~

arini nk ucap kn thanks kepada adek yg bernama.. jeng jeng jeng... agak2 spe??

YDA~~~~~

u knw why?? coz she was the one who edit ma boggie~~~ huhhu boggie u had became more...
hurm.. more wht ek... wht should i say it... nani ek???

KAWAII !!!~~~~

huhu thanks alot dear yda~~~~ huhu

MERONG~~

OK.. hurm... kinda abit... abit... hurm... i mean.. is about 2 month
i;ve not open my blog... huhu.. my boggie of cos mising me alot.. aren;t u boggie??~~ huhu
ok...
nk gtau 1 benda ni...

HIKAYAT MERONG MAHAWANGSA....
SUPERB!!!

best citer nye~

serious x cye citer melayu lh jd mcm ni.. KRU is mantop!~ huhu

rugi x tgk.. jgn asyik dok tgk citer english je ye.. citer malaysia ni pun best gak ye...

esk la update kn blog.. sorry sgt2 lately sgt2 buzy.. this year is the busiest year ever....

nite~~~ 

stressful day...

today.. is my stress day...
i was.. i dont knw..
knp... pe mslh aku ni..
why is dis happen to me again...
is really... i jst hate it..
i got the worst day ever..
i knw.. people doesnt like my anger.. so do i.. i dont knw why i cant control it 2day..
is jst so stupid and i being to rude to my lect.. it is bcoz.. i'm to stress of everything..
no one can understand it.. cos only me can understnd it.. ceh.. poyo jap..
but is true.. i nvr had a nice peaceful day... (TIPU)
yes of cos i had.. but.. enth..
BEL... ECO...ACCOUNT....FNB... SERVING... Kitchen..... me myself is so damn miserable..

bak kte miss... is normal.. is cry if u want.. and it could reduce ur hurt...

i really dont knw where and who to tell bout it...

yes i do cry bout wat had happen to me..
i need to be strong.. yes i need...
this is all happen krn ada hikmah..
smua yg terjd akan ada hikmah d sblik nye...

berikn ku peluang kali ke-2...

i need to do da best in my life...

forgiveness...

Forgiveness is a funny thing.  It warms the heart and cools the sting.  ~William Arthur Ward


tht's the word tht i got it from.. this one person.. his blog... i like to read his blog..
he wrote a lot of things at russia.. 
he's malaysian.. i got his blog when i search about our malaysian studnt tht study at mesir..
oh MG.. i do love the pic he took.. ok ok... 
dh lari tjuk la plak kn...
huhu
actully nk citer sal forgiveness.. wat do u guys think when u saw the words forgiveness??
for me.. lg baek memaaf kn seseorg dr kiter minta maaf tp xslh pun klu kiter minta maaf kn kn..
wlupun bkn slh anda, tp if u all nk minta maaf pun is ok... xdosa pun korg minta maaf.. tol x?
mcm ini gmbr.. huhu 

comel kn kn....

tp i like this more...

so... nie je kot i could say... eh bkn.. type.. huhu

ok la nite.. mau tdo~~ wlupun keje bnyk x siap..

babai~

keje giler..

arini.. aku wat keje giler....
aku x g koko..
aku tdo kul 6pm.. bgn MAGHRIB!! giler x?
pastu xment ape ek.. jap biaq i list kn sat..

1:slide show CTU
2.bel 311(wani stress lbh dr aku.. cian dier nnt aku tlg ok wani..)
3.account..(knp la x imbang... geram~~!!)
4.ECO(bln 3 antaq.. tp giler ah.. hahaaa)
5.KOKO(fuyoo~~ xment koko xlh bla~~)

knp sem ni sgt2 pack??

dh la kena reject xment serving.. cam teett.. nk ngis pun ade ok...
xpe la.. aku kna focus laen.. elang 10markah kot...
ee.. account, eco, bel,ctu,fnb mgt, i have to get A!~!!! giler ak... kena rjin..
i have to make it possible~!!!

gambatte ne dayana-chan~!!!!

today...

hurm... kinda bored... don;t knw why..
i want to go to karaoke~~ can anyone bring me??
not tht bored actually just..
thing that i want is that.. I want to find serenity that can change my life
I haven't find the things i want in my life..
what do i need in life...
i've did the worst think in ma life.. could it be erased? could it be gone for ever??
i really hope tht i wont ever remember it back.. i do hope it gone forever...
but the memories, i wont erased it.. it is bcoz memories will nvr gone..
i want to be someone tht people could recognize and could accept me as who i am..
i do sometimes feel really alone.. but actually i'm not... i'm never alone...
but, how could i change da -ve thinking away from me... 
i want this person change a lot.. i hope he could guide me to the right path..
i'll nvr stop my prayer to the ONE and only ALLAH..
i don't want to be feel lonely...


1thing tht i want in my life is...
happiness...

smile is da best..

 

OPEN YOU EYES...

I'm in love with this song when i heard this song...

Look around yourself

Can’t you see this wonder

Spread infront of you

The clouds floating by

The skies so clear and blue

Planets in their orbits

The moon and the sun

Such perfect harmony

Let’s start questioning ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright we'll see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth and

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Look inside yourself

Such perfect order

Hiding in yourselves

Running in your veins

What about anger, love and pain

And all the things you’re feeling

Can you touch them with your hand?

So are they really there?

Let's start questioning ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us?

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..?

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth and

Let it take us by surprise

Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born

So helpless and weak

And you’re watching him growing..

So why deny

What's in front of your eyes

The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright we’ll see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth and

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Open your eyes your heart and mind

If you just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth and

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Allah..

You created everything

We belong to You

Ya Rabb we raise our hands

Forever we thank You..

Alhamdulillah..