want...

what do i want?

i want sony ericsson XPERIA!!!

i do really wanted it so much... i'm in love with it...

can i get it??

i want DHC like b4.. no kelompok2.. in the class..

i want them to be like b4.. i mean.. we could cooperate as usual..

no fighting no quarell..

if we quarell of somting, we can talk slowly, sit down n talk..

we need to be more mature.. not still in a kid attitude,

we're not a small child tht need to say wat to do or not to do...

we're big enough to think..

some on us yes, some of us no..

and so do i..

i need to change.. 

change in the way i talk, 

the way i look, 

the way i walk, 

the way i eat,

so that people could look at me and say that.. i'm great.. and people could like me???

but.. do i need to change?

yes indeed.. 

cos if we dont change urself, who will??

no one can change urself instead we change ourself..

but...

u wont be someone else if u change..

u'll be u;re self but in the new way of life..

new change in the way u think.. in the way u looks ur future.. the way u talk..

i do want tht the most..

like this word says:-

"It is better to be beautiful than to be good. But... it is better to be good than to be ugly"
~Oscar Wilde~ 

and..

Suffering becomes beautiful when anyone bears great calamities with cheerfulness, not through insensibility but through greatness of mind. ~Aristotle~

and also...

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart. ~Helen Keller ~

so think about it then.... 

tata~

[M/V] BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [HD]

pls...

PLS....
don't call me n talk about him anymore...
i've forgotten about him...
i don't want to hear his name anymore..
i'm nothing to him..that i know..
he only thinks about u.. but i know.. he never love me..
so, i don't give a damn bout him cos i found someone who really loves me..
i really wanted to tell you pls... don't talk about him to me anymore..


i've hurt more then once and i don't want to hurt ny more..
and i don't want to hurt my dear no more cos i've hurt him always...


pls.. i don't 2 knw him anymore...


bye...

wo hen xiang ta...

hehehe.. sje je with that title..

wat gempak sat...

today... i had my dinner(buka puasa) with ma bestest pal.. diba, fara,pika, dai and wani.. hehehe..

i love them like my sister.. hehehe.. 

wat a day.. and wat a month.

mmg mcbr minda n naluri ku. hahaha poyo..

report ku x siap2 kn lg.. i jst dont know why i'm so th lazy.. 

i just dont hve da mood to study.. and u know.. we're already at the 7 weeks of lecture..

and i'm not ready for my final... how could i be this kind of person...

i do sometimes feel down... 

DIBA DAYANA!!! HOW DO YOU WANT TO GET 3.50+ AND JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAKE UP!!! 

is really hard to get up back when we're down..

thank alot teddy could gve me another chance... 

wake up dayana... u;re not a kid anymore...

WAKE UP!!! 

where's ur strength??? where's ur NEVER GIVE UP MOTO!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~

U NEED 2 CHANGE.. NEED CHANGES IN MA LIFE NOW~~~~

u're 22 already dayana... 

fara n me~

i want to cry...

aku nk ngis,
aku skit...
aku demam..
knp.. knp tjd kt aku lg...
i love him so much....
ape slh aku smpi dier kte cr la aku bile ko dh sdr..
aku snggup elang dier.. tp... aku x tau nk ckp pe..
aku nk ngis.. aku xtau nk wat pe...

knp lalu aku ditinggal kn..
truk sgt ke aku..
xblh ke aku jd diri aku?
degil sgt ke aku..
mrh sgt ke dier krn attitude aku mcm dak2 kecik?
aku x pnh rsa mlu bile dgn dier.. aku yg rse dier yg mlu dgn aku..
aku xde mood.... knp..
aku... xtau nk wat pe... mungkin ni yg terbaek..
i'm so sorry...  i dont knw.
i know i'm the only one who is always make u hurt... but pls..
don't let me feel so alone now.. u're there when i'm down.. and now i'm alone..
i know i'm stupid.. but..
i'll pray for u.. always.. for ur happiness.. hope u'll find someone better..

love u so much.. riza...

CINTA DUA HATI LIRIK (gosh love it!!)

CINTA DUA HATI

Tak ku sangka dirimu hadir di hidupku
menyapaku dengan sentuhan kasihmu

Ku sesali cerita yang kini terjadi
mengapa disaat ku telah berdua

Maafkan bila cintaku
tak mungkin ku persembahkan seutuhnya
Maaf bila kau terluka
karena ku jatuh di dua hati

Ku sesali cerita yang kini terjadi
mengapa disaat ku telah berdua

Maafkan bila cintaku
tak mungkin ku persembahkan seutuhnya padamu

Maaf bila kau terluka
karena ku jatuh

Maafkan bila cintaku
tak mungkin ku persembahkan seutuhnya padamu

Maaf bila kau terluka
karena ku jatuh di dua hati

Tak mungkin ku persembahkan seutuhnya padamu
Maaf bila kau terluka
karena ku jatuh
Karena ku jatuh di dua hati

i'm in PAIN...

GOD.. pls give me strength..

i needed so much... i'm down.. i could feel the pain..

pls took it from me.. i dont want the feeling of loosing someone tht i love..

i've love him once but i want him just to be by my side.. but i lost him.

i do lost him... i;m stupid.. i know is my fault.. pls gv me chance.. but..

i know.. no own could gv another chance..

but how could i? i've gv him a lot of chance..

by why do he hurt me so much... i know Bella is yours.. but i just need someone there for me..

along cant be the person.. but he's the one save me from you..

why LOVE is so hurting...

why do love hurt me so much...

why do i cry for him if he always keep hurting me??

why can't i love Teddy like i love u b4...

what did u gave me until is hard for me to forgot u..

but... for now..

i'll try not to remember you.. i've throw all things that i've been with you b4..

i'll try not remember all the things we've been doing together....

i'll try not to remember your looks, hair, laugh...

i'll try not to remember you family, cat and house...

i'll try not to remember your cry, your lie, your smile...and lastly

i'll try not to remember you name..

i'll try to vanish the memory of you in my life.. and i know u've removed me from you life..

and i hope you'll understand why i wont spoke or talk or even say hi to you if we meet.. is because..

I DON'T KNOW WHO ARE YOU...

and thnk you for everything.. and i hope u happy with ur future wife....

i'm not adibah dayana when i'm with u anymore OR the one u know b4.. 

i'm  the new 

 DIBA DAYANA

"  goodbye the one i love..we won't meet again.."

Even though you cant give me anything but tears
I still long for you
Even though I miss you
Holding it in hurts so much
You're standing behind our separation
You are probably doing fine.
You probably not hurting like me